4dp5dt

After driving myself crazy with squinter lines while testing out my trigger for IVF #2, I told myself I wasn't going to go through that again with IVF #3.  Yet here I am.  I have no willpower.

So I decided like any normal woman going through IVF that I needed to test out my trigger, just so I could be 100% certain that when I test for real that any line I see is a real positive.  So the day of transfer I start testing each morning with wondfos to make sure my trigger is out.  Yesterday at 3dp5dt I had what looks like a negative wondfo, but decided to test again this morning to verify that my trigger was indeed out.  My test this morning has what might be a super faint barely there line.  This line could be a few things, an evap (it was super hard to see until the test dried), what's left of my trigger, completely imaginary (I have been known to have line eye, the ability to see lines where there really aren't any), or the start of a BFP.  There is not much to do but to wait and keep testing.  I will probably test again tomorrow with another wondfo.  Tomorrow is 5dp5dt and 12 days past my trigger, I am pretty confident that if I get a line tomorrow that it is a real BFP and not my trigger.  I promised myself that I would wait until 6dp5dt (Tuesday) to take a FRER and I am going to try to stick to this plan.

I haven't had much in the way of symptoms.  Maybe a little cramping and I've been completely exhausted, but all can be blamed on the progesterone.  Beta is Thursday I am just praying for a nice strong beta this time.