I got an email from the lab today, none of our remaining embryos made it to freeze. Oddly enough I feel ok about that. It would have been nice to have a few frosties as insurance, but the fact that we had a good quality blast to transfer makes me happy. We are still in the game this cycle, where last cycle we were already watching from the sidelines at this point.
I've also come to accept that we probably have some egg quality issues. Our fert rates are always a bit lower than average and our embryos seem to be a little slower to grow and more fragmented. The good news is that my eggs + DH's sperm can make a decent quality blast, which is an important step in making a baby. I've also come to accept that we probably won't ever have a ton of embryos and may never have a stash of frosties. That's ok though. I just need one good embryo.